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gosh, i really dont even know where to start. i think i want to go back to school, just to get away from everything. its getting so stressful around here. i have kinda a lot of stuff to still do for my AP art class...ive got 2 selfportraits done, and i think im just goona stick with the digital stuff. i miss my boys. i miss my girls. i miss everyone basically, it just seems like ive been so distant from everyone. god. im stressed. i need money. want to give me some? i need it to buy makeup lol...yeah im weird but i really want MAC makeup. eyeshadow to be exact. ohh and i really want to do a fashion shoot!! thats my next goal a fashion shoot. well, everything else i need to write i cant write in here so im out.
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FIRST SEMESTER IS......
Photo 2.....Birkenheir
US Govt......Metti
World Lit AA......LaPlante
Psychology A.....Kowalczyk
IntMath 3A......Lambert
AP Art AA......Andrusiak
SECOND SEMESTER IS......
Drawing 1......Andrusiak
Psychology B......Kowalczyk
World Lit BB......LaPlante
ADV. Photo3......Birkenheir
IntMath3 B......Lambert
AP Art BB......Andrusiak
Anything??comment thanks!
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[09 Aug 2005|10:14pm] |
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It's offical..lungs...OMG i have so many thoughts going through my head i dnt even know where to begin. i cant. god please.
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[08 Aug 2005|10:44pm] |
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I cant believe this is happening again. I thought it was all over, three years later and the tests start all over again, except now theyre on something else. All i can do is cry, and pray. I dont want this to end badly, and i dont want to go through this again, most of all i dont want him to go through it again. May god bless him, and may everything turn out alright. I love him, even though it may not seem like it at times, i really do. Please God let him be alright.
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[24 Jul 2005|11:28pm] |
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im just about ready to give up, move away and fucking start over...school is pointless i dont want to go back, everyone around here doesnt give a fuck about any one else, and mostly i dont want to deal with it ANYMORE. for now im done. i am sick of it. its on my mind all the time. its driving me insane. im on a rollercoaster and it is about to crash.
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[20 Jul 2005|11:24pm] |
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so summer is going great. working kinda a lot but its nice because i have money to spend. Matt makes the schedules now, so i dont have to work with kevin (one of the managers) ever anymore. thats really good because i seriously hate being around kevin. lets see...my AP Art assignments are going SO well, but im not posting n e thing on here cuz i dont want anyone to see before school. registration is coming up, i need to find something nice to wear i think i have an idea, but im not positive...went up north for the fourth of july, was nice weather. the jetski was SO FUN!! ive seen a lot of my friends this summer too, which makes things even more interesting as usual. My dad is up north for like the next week...idk i hope he stays up there for a long time, we cant seem to stop fighting....Im kinda looking forward to registration, just to see some ppl that i dnt normally see outside of school. Ive been taking a lot of photographs!! OHH AND the best part photoshop is coming tomorrow!!!!! i definitly cant wait for that! i may b getting a new cell phone...but the same number so no worries. Ive been watching a lot of the OC season 1. no idea why, but i have. Also been looking into colleges, i have a few i really want to look into...OHH IM GOING TO A FASHION SHOW IN FEB!! kinda a ways off but i love those things!
going for the night~
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[20 Jul 2005|11:18pm] |
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Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... youre everything to me....i love you with everything i am and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best
day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will
either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If
you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and
you know you can
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[22 Jun 2005|01:23pm] |
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I havent updated in a really long time, i know. Im at hana's right now and were getting ready to hit the mall, and then go to fountain walk to see FATAL AFIRE! should be a lot of fun, and were looking for some GUYS! Sounds fun right?? Yeah so im really looking forward to this!! Talk to everyone soon, call me im FREE TOMORROW!! no work, and the PISTONS PLAY!!!
~love always~
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so i believe things are going wonderfully. mall a lot went on a shopping spree at ruehl yes LOVELY THERE. work has been work, ugh kinda gets old standing at a freakin cash register. looking 4 sumthin new. back hurts i want a massage.
oh and i like someone.
love me
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[23 May 2005|07:51pm] |
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Leave me a message, anything you're thinking, i dont care how, anonymous or under your LJ, leave ur name, or dont. i dont care. leave a memory, a thought, a question, anything you have to say i want to hear it. ill reply to everyone.
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[21 May 2005|07:41pm] |
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Today was lovely. Work form 9-4 which in a way kinda sucked because it was BEAUTIFUL outside. After work tho I went home for about 2 hours, then KAYLEIGH called me and asked if I wanted to go to the gym, so that was the plan right…WRONG the gym closed at 6 on SATURDAYS so we (kayleigh jillian, and I) ended up going for a walk and saw a lot of ppl along the way. Stoped and talked to kev, allan, drew, and barry for a bit then went on our way. Saw chris and his dad waxing chris’s truck. (HOTT CHRIS) then we went back to their house and looked at a few things online. Had a brilliant idea to go to leo’s at like 7:30 so we headed over there. Stayed for about an hour then dropped them off and had to take my brother to the video store. On my way home STEVE called me. What a sweetie that guy~we should DEFINILTY hang out soon, check ur schedule and lemme know! And so now im here doing this update for anyone interested!
~erica
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I hate school, I absolutely despise the environment, The teachers are all terrible and decide to “change their ways” for the last frickin 20 some days we have left in this hell hole. I actually work on my homework get so frustrated with how they’re going to be grading and I put it away after about an hour. I want to graduate next year. I wonder if that is at all possible, I mean there’s nothing really to look forward to anymore there, its not a fun place to be, it never was. Except now it’s a thousand times worse. All I can think about is getting out, forgetting about everything. Its all been a waste. Sports that lead to nothing with SHITTY COACHES that know nothing. People acting more immature every single day. I don’t even know how else to go on. I cant stand it im going crazy, im going down, im done. I cant put up with this anymore.
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i absolutly had one of the best days in a while. ahhh so fun!!! work was switched which made everything happen differently and i love it! my car is wonderful, lol dont ask it had a lot to do with how good my day/night was. Theres only 2 more episodes of The OC. How TERRIBLE i think i might just cry, then ill get over it for a while.
Goona go~
~erica
p.s. i was called a whore today that part DEFINITLY SUCKED, but its NOT EVEN TRUE!!!!
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Well. I have time to write in here now since I skipped school. Things have been so busy lately with work, school, going to the gym. Yesterday I spent some time with my mom we went to target, then out to lunch. She got me a new rug for my room, a cute shirt, and a few other things. Then lunch was so good, I had the best salad I’ve ever had. Hopefully when my brother goes to DC my mom and I will get a chance to go to Somerset. Parents said I’m getting a car…hopefully next month…by summer though. That will be nice. I think my mom is proud of me for saving all my work money and not spending one bit of it. that’s why they’re getting me the car, and why she randomly wanted to go out yesterday. It was really nice though. I hate that I never really have time to see my friends anymore. Once summer is here then that wont be a problem. Lets see how many days left of school ….ONLY 40 more to go!!!!!!!!! HELL YES! So lets see…I want to hang out with everyone this summer, go to the mall, and go up north, that shouldn’t b a problem with a car lol. ITS ABOUT TIME THOUGH!! I’ve been waiting for this for way too long. I downloaded the OC mix 4. Haven’t listened to it yet, but that’s alright cuz I know it’ll b great. another thing I think im finally accepting who I am. Only a few of you know what im talking about…Theresa you’re one of them. I hope everything gets better for you, and that we can always talk about these things…after all we both understand them. I seriously cant wait for summer. IM DONE WITH SCHOOL, im goona do the minimum I have to do to keep my grades decent. Other than that, screw it. 3 A’s 3 B’s…id like to get it up to 4 a’s 2 b’s at least…but idk…hopefully.
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Today was so pointless, lunch SUCKED HORRIBLY. whoever the hell i owe money ill try to have it tomorrow. i need a job a car and my 16th birthday to come so i can get the hell out. this weekend i want to spend a ton of time with my boyfriend. i have like 2 weekends left before he goes on mid winter break and once hes gone im goona cry for hours. i took the longest nap today it was nice. i want to skip school tomorrow and sleep. then i want to spend the night somewhere...but somewhere i can be alone. saturday morning is my road test then i have no idea what im doing after...at the moment doesnt sound like anything is confirmed. Saturday night....again nothing yet...sunday nothing...CALL ME I WANT TO HANG OUT. any day this weekend. im going now love you all!
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I really haven’t written in a long time…a lot has happened. Christmas, New Years, Break…
Break:
I was sick the last 3 days of school so I wasn’t able to go to school and I had to go to the hospital, which SUCKED. I hate it there, there’s like a million people coming in to bother you, and the needle the stuck in me was HUGE and It hurt like hell. Then I went home and was still sick, they gave me a ton of medication, and I was definitely on the woozy side.
Christmas:
Christmas eve came and my gramma came over we opened gifts!! I got way too much… Ugg boots, digital camera, louis vuitton purse, HOT ASS JACKET~ a white bomber with fur on the collar, Estee Lauder make-up kit that has a TON of stuff in it, “ballet slippers” they have all different color sequins on them, a coach wristlet, and like $200. Yeah was a nice Christmas. Then on Christmas day we went over to my aunts house…there are 3 new babies in the family so it was uhh “FUN” after Christmas I was finally feeling like my normal self.
The rest of break:
Monday I went to the mall with RYAN, OMG so much fun! Then the rest is kinda a blur…Tuesday went to the mall with Amanda, Wednesday I think ryan came over Thursday went to Somerset collection with my mommy !
New Years:
Friday…NEW YEARS went to the Johnson house, took Amanda along…hung out with everyone it was fun…nice to see everyone again. Amanda came with me and yea, I think we might be hookin her up with this one guy mike…we’ll have to see about that. Hmm Saturday night went to ryans and listened to his new surround sound which may I say is pretty sweet! Then today went out to dinner…that was my break not too much but was nice…
I’m not looking forward to going back to school at all tomorrow, I just want to see everyone…now that I think about it I realized I have a math test tomorrow…god hopefully I can take it Tuesday. Pray for me!
Im going now…goodnight…see everyone tomorrow.
**~*~~*~erica~*~~*~**
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[06 Dec 2004|09:42pm] |
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You have no idea what I have, how can you even say I can do better when you don’t even know how great it already is. I hate high school for one reason, that is how judgmental people are, when really it’s none of their business anyway so why bother to worry about it??
that’s all I have for now~really take some time to think about it
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[06 Nov 2004|09:42pm] |
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I just finished the last chapter in my life. IM OVER YOU COMPLETELY.
So now it’s time to start the next one…I hope to find a guy that I can really relate to.
- That I can talk to about anything.
- That will be there for me.
- Hold me when I’m alone.
- I’m so alone right now.
- Are you out there??? Please find me.
I also hope to get even closer with all of my friends. Make some new ones even. I want to be there for everyone I can, if you need me tell me.
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So I really feel the need to UPDATE since I haven’t in such a long time.
First of all school it alright, nothing to wonderful going on there and I definitely want to get out right now. Umm lets see, art is fucking retarded I hate that I have a frickin B+ in there ohh same as chemistry, 88.1% which better at least be an 89.5 by the end of the marking period, I think the rest of my classes are A’s though which is good.
Next this weekend is Halloween/devils night I have absolutely no idea what im going to do, my parents are supposedly going out somewhere the 30th so who knows what im doing. Im definitely NOT trick-or-treating lol. Hmm anyways, Sam and I are getting to be pretty close again which is awesome because I missed her SO much!
I think maybe Saturday I’m highlighting Amanda’s hair!! Hopefully she gets it cut so we can do that~it will be so pretty!
OMG I do believe I’m purchasing THE OC tomorrow after school, CAN YOU SAY M A R A T H O N!!! I cant wait im completely OBSESSED.
that’s about all, I really need new clothes and shoes hopefully my mother wants to spend some money on me this weekend. : /
^I definitely have none, I need a job any ideas anyone?!!!!!????
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